The Struggle 9/23/2015 Dear Daddy Do you know what it's like, Growing up a as fatherless child As a little girl, watching the daddys of other little girls give them the world When i couldnt even get a phone call At all the performances i had, i would look out from the wings Into the … Continue reading Happy Father’s Day
Trading Feelings For Drugs 1/27/16 I woke up today Head still beating Heart still pounding Eyes swollen from tears Feeling beaten from fears I am unwanted And trying to gather thoughts In a state of drunkenness is only satan’s doing Or maybe this is karma For all the times I’ve Fucked up Played with Didn't … Continue reading Trading Feelings for Drugs
1051 AM 10:51 am is too early for me to try to solve my problems It's too early for me to make the tears go away Too early for me to attempt to stop them from streaming down my face Way too fucking early I don't know how I got myself in that situation … Continue reading 1051 AM
usually, i'm not one to repeat shit unless it's clouding my mental. so i'm conflicted. tell you how i'm feeling or write it down with my pencil. i tell you things and i feel like you're not listening to what i say. but the way i see it, we're never going to be more than … Continue reading January 18th, 2016
I wanted to kind of redo my blog, to start fresh. Hopefully this will get my creative juices flowing more. New thoughts. New ideas.